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Mothers Day

Dear O & E, You are the twin earthquakes that shook my world to the core. The whole axis is bent and time has shifted. The days are so much longer now, while the years grow shorter. One minute I am trying to speed things a long because somehow its taken eight hours between dinner [...]

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Pause

Emily got in trouble once too much this weekend, she stomped away and shouted, “I just can’t do dis, I QUIT” I know only one place she could hear that from. Me. I am a quitter. When the going gets tough, I assume God isn’t in it. I assume, we’ve lost our way. I want [...]

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Some weeks? You just need to put your head down and ‘git er done’. I am in one of those. Finishing work for the term (reports, planning, etc), planning a large girls conference next weekend and also trying to finish one other important project. Everything that has been just loosely held together this year is [...]

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I’ve been living under a rock. Feeling the weight of the whole world and feeling tired and misshapen. I’ve been feeling my sins heavy, my flesh weak, my body hunched with the weight of my own failures. I’ve not been feeling like myself. Or more precisely, I’ve been feeling too much like myself. BUT. When [...]

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The two of you plant yourselves firmly on the mid-point of my chest. You sit there, each of you a mere forty odd pounds but sometimes I feel the weight of the whole world pressing on me, pushing the air from my lungs, the blood from my heart. Sometimes you feel so dreadfully heavy. That [...]

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New Eyes

Its been nearly two weeks since our feet set back onto Canadian soil; Africa seems a bit like a jet lag induced dream sequence. People keep asking me if the experience in Kenya was ‘life changing’. In all honesty I can answer no it wasn’t. No. Life is the same. The dishes pile up. The children didn’t [...]

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When the moon is full to almost overflowing, the sky so clear the whole of it bruised deep purple. When the snow in reflecting all that splendor, turns blue in reverence creating the illusion of evening. In this moment, even Fear drops onto her knees to worship the One who made it and suddenly Overwhelmed [...]

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Thankful. Here. Now.

It is the kind of day where you walk into the bathroom and think “Oh no…what happened here?!” only to realize that you are smelling bleach. The problem?  That chlorine smell and the smell of bodily fluids are all mixed up in your head. We are ten days into smelling those smells at the same [...]

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I’ve been wondering: How do you ensure you keep going the same direction when you feel like two ships passing in the night? I’m back at work a little and the man and I? Well, we are playing a bit of tag team. So when we brush lips at the door (resist the urge to [...]

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Older

And I’m like a river rock being rubbed smooth with sand. And I’m like a pocket knife being kept sharp with steel. And I’m like a piece of wood being ground down with sandpaper. Life is just like that as we get older. And sometimes it feels like the blade is dangerous. That one, that [...]

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